Every day a bit longer

I am able to make it longer each day. Today I've made it this far - amazing.

A good day.

Except.

One of the girls on the YSC died today.

Another one gone.

Another motherless child (a girl about Tessa's age).

I need the support of women who have been in my shoes, but it's sad and lonely when those women are dying. Of course, more are living than dying, but three deaths in two (?) weeks is enough to make anyone ill.

It's not fair. I don't understand it.