Wednesday, October 10, 2007

an outpouring of love

As I am crashing and burning many have made it clear to me how important I am to them, even when I am not smiling and being sweet and pulling my share.

Part of me wants to jump out and get back in the world but I'm too scared to do it too soon because I suspect that the abyss is still trying to suck me down and I need to gather my strength.

Part of me wants to help others right now. To take care of my family. To do all kinds of "right" things.

But I think that I am going to rest. To stay away. To let everyone take care of me. To not answer the phone.

Thank you for sticking by me. You know who you are.

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