Now that Tessa is (happily) at school, fear is making itself known. I took Shep for a walk this morning along Alki, and stopped mid-way to meditate along the sea wall. I'm listening to calming music. I am trying very hard to remain calm.
Because without a lot of effort, I feel like I could have a panic attack.
Several lovely and loving friends offered to come with me today to my 3:15 appointment, and at the last minute I did accept Sarah's offer because she can bring her baby with her and doesn't need to take time off work. THANK YOU Heather & Lori for also volunteering.
So I'm just going to keep distracting myself, and try not to throw up.
Please pray that I will make the right decision about surgery (or not), and that I will find peace in that decision. And whatever happens, please pray that the cancer isn't back.
I will update when I have more info.
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Kristina,
I just caught up on your blog and want you to know that I am praying today! Praying for peace that passes all understanding for you and that the right decision will be very clear.
Hugs to you sweet woman!
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