When I breathe in, I breathe in peace;
When I breathe out, I breathe out love.
So goes one of my favorite UU hymns.
Today I am feeling better than I did yesterday, and that's good, because yesterday I felt horrible. I am finding this round of testing really difficult and overwhelming, but I feel like I'm coming out of that a big fog.
I am hoping that the PET is actually perfect for me. I am hoping that it doesn't show any kind of cancer symptom(s), and that I will not require further testing or surgery.
I'm trying not to think about Monday. I have to fast on Sunday, and Monday I'm only allowed water before the test. I got a prescription for anti-anxiety meds to help me through, and I have a friend to drive me.
One day at a time. Maybe by my birthday (Wednesday) the nightmare will be over and the sun will shine?
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I am thinking of you and praying for you today. I miss you and wish I could be there with you as a comfort and diversion tomorrow. May God's peace be with you! I love you!
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