First, I got breast cancer. Then, our cat got horribly sick. Now, Ryan is sick. Dear God, please spare Tessa from all of this.... I would be twice as sick to spare her. It feels like the bubble surrounding our family, the one that protected us, has burst, and with that bursting comes fear.
Sigh.
This blog began as a way to update family and friends about my breast cancer journey, and has morphed into a diary of breast cancer, therapy, family updates, and ramblings about my quest for spirituality, frugality, peace, and a healthy environment. I welcome your comments.
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At Ryan's company party, Dec '07
About Me
- Kristina
- Seattle, WA, United States
- I am a 30-something year old survivor of breast cancer. More importantly, though, I'm a wife, mother, friend, daughter, writer, activist, volunteer, fundraiser, hiker, environmentalist, and spiritual seeker.
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7 comments:
Thinking of you all - what a difficult avalanche of events. I hope Ryan is back to himself soon. Hugs. Lisa
_sigh_
Remember, what Tessa knows is that she is surrounded by love. Unconditional love. And that is a gift!
You are in our thoughts and prayers. I check in daily here and will continue to lift up your needs. With Much Love, Barb
Hang in there! We are praying for you and for protection for Tessa. Please know that yes, her world is being affected by what is happening but also she is an amazing child who is deeply loved and with that comes the gift of great resiliance. Nothing matters more to her little heart right now than that she is loved and you a testimony of love to your daughter!
Shannon
Go back and re-read *susan*'s comment...Tessa has the best you can give her, be you sick or well.
You're in my prayers.
I'm so sorry, Kristina...I can only imagine how you must be feeling right now. I have no words of wisdom as nothing can really allay or ease that kind of fear. Just know that I'm thinking of you, as are so many.
Tessa sees her Mommy and Daddy dealing with lifes setbacks in a very positive way. Your friends and family try also to echo your positive strengths. I predict great happines, health and success in pretty much everything this family chooses to do. You have what it takes and your showing the world how to respond. Love you, Mum
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